No Worries at All

In our lives there are lots of circumstances, problems and struggles to surpass. It may come when we least expect it. In our lives we may fail to achieve our goals, wishes and dreams. We may feel that we're different from others who are having great qualities than us. We may feel happy and sad. We may feel empty and left behind by others. We may feel depressed, stressed and we may become emotional.

The world is full of people who criticize others because of their failures. Because of their achievements. Criticize people who are very close to them. Criticize because of envy and jealousy. Others would let you down by saying bad things about your personality. People may blame you about where and what you are right now. And people may become happy because of your downfall.

Some of us believes that when there's an end, there's a new beginning. I am one of those some :)). I believe that after all these problems there's a great opportunity waiting. I got a lot of experiences in life and I know that I can stand even in my greatest downfall. I know I am strong enough to face life's challenges. There may be lots of people who feels sorry for what happened, others may feel happy and still supports me and of course there are also these what we call KONTRABIDA [LAUGHS!] who really are happy because of my failure.

Life is a long road, I know I have to live it the way I wanted it to be. Being positive is hard when you got a lot of problems. We don't know where to run yet we have to fight in order to achieve something special in life :). I may experience failure right now but I also know that life is not short. It is a very long life and I still got a lot of time to learn and grow the way I wanted to.

I thank all those people who still believes in me :)) THANKS A LOT! I also thank the people who are still there to love, care, protect and supports me. I know that I have touched your lives that's why your loyalty is still present.

For the people who thinks negative about me, all I can say is: You may not yet experience a failure in life, I know time will come that you'll experience the same feeling like I'm experiencing right now. You may see me as a failure right now but at least I still know how to stand and how to fight people like you :))

"Life indeed is hard to live alone, but when you have loved ones and friends who supports you in all the things you are into I know that life becomes easier and worth living".

WELCOME 2012

NEW YEAR!

NEW LIFE!

NEW BEGINNING!

"Life is a long road and it should be lived the way we want it to be."

Last year was one of the wildest year!

All of us got our own issues, problems, academic defecation which continues to ruin our lives maybe? We lived through our own little ways. We lived because we want to live our lives. We are the one creating our destiny.

Last year we're too busy with different things like in school. We've got a lot of assignments, researches, oral recitations, reporting, exams, sleepless nights and the rest. All of these things changes us.

We've been to up and down times last year but these things helps us to be strong. We've learned big things from our experiences last year. We've shared the laughter and sorrows last year.

This year we have to start living our lives again. I know we're not all the same. We have different attitudes, interests, likes, dislikes but we are all striving to achieve something in our lives!

I cannot deny if I'm not as kind as other people. But I know that I lived my life without any "kaplastikan". I live my life like this because this is me. I don't care what other people may say about WHO I AM because I AM WHO I AM.

Anyway, I just wanted to say BIG THANKS to those people WHO LOVES ME AND NOT. Thanks to the memories that you've shared. I've learned a lot from all of you. I do hope that you will continue to go with me in this very topsy-turvy adventure of my life.

My message to all:

BE TRUE TO YOURSELVES!

LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH THE TRUTH!

BE FAIR TO ALL!

AND DO NOT SHOW OTHERS WHO YOU ARE NOT!

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND WELCOME 2012!

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

Taylor Swift Always and Forever Fearless Big Machine Records 2008

Lyrics:

Once upon a time

I believe it was a tuesday

when I caught your eye

we caught on to something

I hold on to the night

you looked me in the eye

and told me you loved me

were you just kiding

'cause it seems to me

this thing is breaking 

down, we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

baby, what happened, please tell 

me 'cause one second it was perfect

now you're half way out the door

and I stare at the phone, he 

still hasn't called and you 

feel so low, you can't feel 

nothin' at all and you flashback 

to when he said forever and always 

oh, ohhh and it rains in 

your bedroom and everything 

is wrong, it rains when you're 

here and it rains when you're 

gone 'cause i was there when 

you said forever and always

was I out of line, did I say 

something way too honest, made 

you run and hide like a scared 

little boy, I looked into

your eyes, but I knew you for 

a minute now I'm not so sure, 

so here's to everything

coming down to nothing, here's 

to silence, that cuts me to the 

core, where is this going,

but I knew for a minute, but I 

don't anymore

and I stare at the phone, he 

still hasn't called and you 

feel so low, you can't feel 

nothin' at all and you flashback

to when he said forever 

and always. oh, ohhh and it rains 

in your bedroom and everything is 

wrong, it rains when you're here 

and it rains when you're gone 

'cause i was there when 

you said forever and always

you didn't mean it baby

I don't think so

oh, ohhhhh

oh, back off, baby back off, 

did you forget everything, 

back up, baby back up, did 

you forget everything

'cause it rains in your 

bedroom and everything is wrong, 

it rains when you're here and it 

rains when you're gone 'cause i 

was there when you said 

forever and always

oh, I said, at the phone, he 

still hasn't called and you feel 

so low, you can't feel nothin' at 

all and you flashback to when we 

said forever and always. and it rains 

in your bedroom and everything is 

wrong, it rains when you're here and 

it rains when you're gone 'cause i was 

there when you said forever and always

you didn't mean it baby, we said 

forever and always, yeah

I really love this song :DD

wiii.

FRIENDS DO CHANGE

All my life I've been good but now

I'm thinking what the hell

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about...-- Avril Lavigne

 Life really is a topsy-turvy adventure. You will never know what will happen out there. You will never know what would be your future. People are changing almost everyday. You will never know that your friends are also changing. We can't dictate the destiny that we are about to have. So as to dictate the people around us. Life is not easy. Are friends really are forever? Well it is up to you. I am a good person before with so many friends. I easily trust the people who are good to me. We've been to ups and downs and we're like a very big happy family. We're like sisters with same blood. Until one of us turn her back. We didn't expect that she will do that just for a guy. She's very selfish and greedy. We are not happy for what was happened is not good. I begin to change myself. We go separate ways. We have no communications anymore. I live my life not trusting anyone now. I live my life without friends and I thinks it's not good.

I miss being with all of you guys out there. I will never forget the memories we have. I may be like this now but you really all are important to me. Let's forget all those bad damn things before. Let's start it over again.

I live my life like this because of the FEAR!

FEAR leave me alone now.

"SCHOOL DOESN'T MATTER"

At first I don't like to be one of the froshies

At first I don't like to be in the academe

At first I don't like to socialize

At first I don't want to be a Talisalites

Time passes by...

I've realized that all those firsts are wrong

I've realized that I have to grow

I've realized that I must be proud of my school

My old classmates and friends studied at big schools

UP, DLSU, UE, FEU, UST and the like

I was jealous, frustrated and sad

I was just studying at a simple school

Talisay City College is the name

A home of disciplined and competitive students

A home of the best students

A home of the invincibles

They may be at the big schools

I may be at this simple school

But I know that we are all equal

We all get a quality education

School doesn't matter

As long as we learned a lot

As long as we know that we are being educated properly

We must be proud of our school we are into

CRAB MENTALITY

"Life is not easy.

There are lots of people who would let you down.

We must learn to fight them back and

prove to them that they can't let us down."-- Marian C. Martinez

Nowadays people have different goals, plans, ambition, philosophy, likes and dislikes.

There are many temptations around us and we are capable of being tempted. We all are different from each other of course we are from different races and we have different cultures.

Filipinos have this attitude which is "CRAB MENTALITY". No matter what your status in life

you can also be a victim of this crab mentality that we have. We can't really deny the fact that this crab mentality is one of the bad qualities of the Filipinos.

All of us dreamed to become the best in every aspect of our lives. There would be lots of competitions ahead. We join some of them to win. We all want to win the game and get the awards (medals, golden cups, trophies and the like) as a reward for our hard work. We are all born to fight. Of course when we are about to get our goals everything changes. At first they're (friends) all supportive and always there for you whatever happens. This is where the conflict begins...

People will start to drag us down so that they can be at the top. We may deny it but we possess this attitude. We all strive to win the game. We strive for success until we realize that it's not enough. We use our dark evil attitude: backstabbing, lies, gossips and the like (crab mentality). We destroy everything (friendships, relationships...) just for the prize to the top. We all become greedy.

We don't realize that FRIENDS, memories, relationships, good times and bad times, laughters, cries and the like are more than the achievements that we want... that we kill for.

All we have to do is to see this what we call evil side of ours. We have to see it and see the negative side of it. We need friends to survive as the old saying goes "No man is an island".

THIRD YEAR COLLEGE

Life was very fast.

I am now a Third Year C

ollege.

Life at school was great. We may not be that close right now

but at least we're trying to be.

(We're not plastic to each other. It's

just w

e are still

on the stage of adjustment.)

Phew, anyways here are som

e snaps at school :DD

HM III ROCKS!

X_X That's all for now.

LEARN TO LOVE YOUR PASSION :DD