FOREVER AND ALWAYS

Taylor Swift Always and Forever Fearless Big Machine Records 2008

Lyrics:

Once upon a time

I believe it was a tuesday

when I caught your eye

we caught on to something

I hold on to the night

you looked me in the eye

and told me you loved me

were you just kiding

'cause it seems to me

this thing is breaking 

down, we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore

baby, what happened, please tell 

me 'cause one second it was perfect

now you're half way out the door

and I stare at the phone, he 

still hasn't called and you 

feel so low, you can't feel 

nothin' at all and you flashback 

to when he said forever and always 

oh, ohhh and it rains in 

your bedroom and everything 

is wrong, it rains when you're 

here and it rains when you're 

gone 'cause i was there when 

you said forever and always

was I out of line, did I say 

something way too honest, made 

you run and hide like a scared 

little boy, I looked into

your eyes, but I knew you for 

a minute now I'm not so sure, 

so here's to everything

coming down to nothing, here's 

to silence, that cuts me to the 

core, where is this going,

but I knew for a minute, but I 

don't anymore

and I stare at the phone, he 

still hasn't called and you 

feel so low, you can't feel 

nothin' at all and you flashback

to when he said forever 

and always. oh, ohhh and it rains 

in your bedroom and everything is 

wrong, it rains when you're here 

and it rains when you're gone 

'cause i was there when 

you said forever and always

you didn't mean it baby

I don't think so

oh, ohhhhh

oh, back off, baby back off, 

did you forget everything, 

back up, baby back up, did 

you forget everything

'cause it rains in your 

bedroom and everything is wrong, 

it rains when you're here and it 

rains when you're gone 'cause i 

was there when you said 

forever and always

oh, I said, at the phone, he 

still hasn't called and you feel 

so low, you can't feel nothin' at 

all and you flashback to when we 

said forever and always. and it rains 

in your bedroom and everything is 

wrong, it rains when you're here and 

it rains when you're gone 'cause i was 

there when you said forever and always

you didn't mean it baby, we said 

forever and always, yeah

I really love this song :DD

wiii.

FRIENDS DO CHANGE

All my life I've been good but now

I'm thinking what the hell

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about...-- Avril Lavigne

 Life really is a topsy-turvy adventure. You will never know what will happen out there. You will never know what would be your future. People are changing almost everyday. You will never know that your friends are also changing. We can't dictate the destiny that we are about to have. So as to dictate the people around us. Life is not easy. Are friends really are forever? Well it is up to you. I am a good person before with so many friends. I easily trust the people who are good to me. We've been to ups and downs and we're like a very big happy family. We're like sisters with same blood. Until one of us turn her back. We didn't expect that she will do that just for a guy. She's very selfish and greedy. We are not happy for what was happened is not good. I begin to change myself. We go separate ways. We have no communications anymore. I live my life not trusting anyone now. I live my life without friends and I thinks it's not good.

I miss being with all of you guys out there. I will never forget the memories we have. I may be like this now but you really all are important to me. Let's forget all those bad damn things before. Let's start it over again.

I live my life like this because of the FEAR!

FEAR leave me alone now.

"SCHOOL DOESN'T MATTER"

At first I don't like to be one of the froshies

At first I don't like to be in the academe

At first I don't like to socialize

At first I don't want to be a Talisalites

Time passes by...

I've realized that all those firsts are wrong

I've realized that I have to grow

I've realized that I must be proud of my school

My old classmates and friends studied at big schools

UP, DLSU, UE, FEU, UST and the like

I was jealous, frustrated and sad

I was just studying at a simple school

Talisay City College is the name

A home of disciplined and competitive students

A home of the best students

A home of the invincibles

They may be at the big schools

I may be at this simple school

But I know that we are all equal

We all get a quality education

School doesn't matter

As long as we learned a lot

As long as we know that we are being educated properly

We must be proud of our school we are into

CRAB MENTALITY

"Life is not easy.

There are lots of people who would let you down.

We must learn to fight them back and

prove to them that they can't let us down."-- Marian C. Martinez

Nowadays people have different goals, plans, ambition, philosophy, likes and dislikes.

There are many temptations around us and we are capable of being tempted. We all are different from each other of course we are from different races and we have different cultures.

Filipinos have this attitude which is "CRAB MENTALITY". No matter what your status in life

you can also be a victim of this crab mentality that we have. We can't really deny the fact that this crab mentality is one of the bad qualities of the Filipinos.

All of us dreamed to become the best in every aspect of our lives. There would be lots of competitions ahead. We join some of them to win. We all want to win the game and get the awards (medals, golden cups, trophies and the like) as a reward for our hard work. We are all born to fight. Of course when we are about to get our goals everything changes. At first they're (friends) all supportive and always there for you whatever happens. This is where the conflict begins...

People will start to drag us down so that they can be at the top. We may deny it but we possess this attitude. We all strive to win the game. We strive for success until we realize that it's not enough. We use our dark evil attitude: backstabbing, lies, gossips and the like (crab mentality). We destroy everything (friendships, relationships...) just for the prize to the top. We all become greedy.

We don't realize that FRIENDS, memories, relationships, good times and bad times, laughters, cries and the like are more than the achievements that we want... that we kill for.

All we have to do is to see this what we call evil side of ours. We have to see it and see the negative side of it. We need friends to survive as the old saying goes "No man is an island".

THIRD YEAR COLLEGE

Life was very fast.

I am now a Third Year C

ollege.

Life at school was great. We may not be that close right now

but at least we're trying to be.

(We're not plastic to each other. It's

just w

e are still

on the stage of adjustment.)

Phew, anyways here are som

e snaps at school :DD

HM III ROCKS!

X_X That's all for now.

LEARN TO LOVE YOUR PASSION :DD

BLEANRIAN's 3rd ANNIVERSARY :D

At first we go to the church of course to thank

GOD. For without Him we will not reach

this point of our relationship :))

Alvin Gives me 3 roses again (as always)

hakhak >_<

Look at these roses it's very cute and it's about

to bloom! LOVE IT A LOT :))

hakhak. We're supposed to eat at Mang Inasal

but we've decided to eat at GREENWICH :))

At the SM North wing HAVAIANAS

was having an activity and we go check it out.

~ I was very happy today being with him feels like I don't have any

problems at all. ~

~ Loving him is like loving meself :)) ~

BLEANRIAN31 really is forever!!!

~ We'll be together forever. NO ONE CAN SEPARATE US!!! ~

3rd ANNIVERSARY EXCITEDNESS :))

I am very excited right now. I can't just

hide it ;))

This photo was taken meself during

our 2nd anniversary and I'm wondering if I can still get

some roses today (3rd anniversary).

This photo was taken during the HM cares day and James was the photographer.

3> I love this a lot.

This photo was taken during my 18th birthday.

He gave me that bunny and I was happy about it. Though I don't have those

bongga birthday. I do have love ones naman who's always there for me.

Photo was taken at the Museum and at the Metro :))

At greenwich of course. We're both

happy :DD

During his OJT I go out with him before his

duty time :))

THE OLD DAYS!!!

These photos means a lot. I hope that the next days

will be happier.

hakhak :DD

I'm very excited.

Should I expect something?

Well, better not to be safe right???

DATE.DATE.DATE.

LOVE MY SIBLINGS A LOT :))

I am very happy that I am with the

m now or I may say

they're with me now ;)

I can't hide those days that I'm longing

and hoping to hug and kiss them.

Now, I do have the unlimited time to be

with them.

We go to school together now which

I missed so much. I do hope that we will

never be separated again.

GOD really loves us.

I'm more happier now being with them.

Because when they're far from me I realize how hard and sad it

is to be far from your love ones. I don't want to lose them again.

NEVER :))

I LOVE MY SIBLINGS A LOT :DD

BACK TO SCHOOL ^_^

Well, summer's really over and I am not that ready for school but still I have to. (of course)

Yesterday we attended our orientation and it's kinda fine :))

Sitting and clapping and as well as laughing with some new faces and as well as new classmates because we are being fused to the other section and I think it's fine naman :))

I know it's very hard to adjust but I know time will heal the adjustments we have right now.

Yesterday we also elected class officers and I was elected as the president. I was not really expecting such position and I don't want to become a president anymore because I know it will become complicated this school year. But, I don't have choice they've elected me so does it mean they have trust and they know that I am a good leader? or Was it they want me to become the president because they want me to be pressured? Oh whatever it is I AM GOING TO BE ME. AND I WILL DO ALL MY BEST TO ORGANIZE MY OWN CLASS :))

Tomorrow's the start of our class and it's kinda boo-hoo?

'Cause I'm not ready yet :[

Girl Scouts of the Philippines

I really miss those days...

Those campings, trainings, seminars, team buildings, tree planting, outdoor adventures and a lot more activities in GSP.

I hope this coming June I can register as a cadet GS in Cebu Council.

Oh yeah I miss this a lot :))

I LOVE GSP A LOT :))

SUMMER :[

Oh well, this summer I'm not able to have a vacation.
But still, I have my summer job naman and I find it
interesting and challenging as well.
I can't hide the feeling of missing my family.
I really hope to see them this summer but I don't have the oppurtunity :(

Well, I hope this summer will become happier.
It's starting pa naman.

We'll be at Tuburan with my relatives this coming
May 14, 2011 and I hope we will have lots of fun
under the sun.

hahaixt :))

GRADUATION DAY :)) 03.25.11 [before]

I was very excited :))
I know that this day will mark as one of the most precious moment of our lives.
We may be graduates for Associate in Hospitality Management but I know that a lot of my classmates will not proceed.
I also know that this is not the end but the beginning of more challenges in life.

To all the GRADUATES of TALISAY CITY COLLEGE batch 2010-2011:
“I hope your dreams take you... to the corners of your smiles, to the highest of your hopes, to the windows of your opportunities, and to the most special places your heart has ever known.”

May God bless us all dears :))

GOD BLESS to your future.

GOOD TO BE BACK :))

Oh yeah. It's been a month. I dunno really what to type in here but let me just give you a summary of my day to day activities. [LAUGHS] Well, I spend my day at Hotel Fortuna. There I sweep floors, dusting furnitures, mop the floors, arrange clean linens, segregate soiled linens, attend to guest requests, clean comfort rooms, make macy boxes and a lot more. Those things are just a bit of what I'm doing at the hotel. It's been months and I really miss those days that Alvin and I are together every single day. Our OJT is supposed to end last February 7, 2011 because we only need to comply 2 months OJT but we were extended until March 5, 2011 which is a big NO!NO! to me and also to us (my classmates). I know we can't do anything but respect the decisions of our higher authorities. Well, I'm really tired of following them because they're not thinking if were tired. We don't have semestral break and Christmas break as well. Isn't that unfair? The other section has Christmas break and now they have a very long ACADEMIC semester unlike us we only have 2 months and in that 2 months we were pressured because of the examinations. I just really hope that the higher authorities of our school will realize these things. I am really DISAPPOINTED about it. I know that they will pressure us again to take the NC II for Health Spa. Oh well, that's all for this morning.