- Marian C. Martinez -

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

FOREVER AND ALWAYS


Taylor Swift Always and Forever Fearless Big Machine Records 2008

Lyrics:
Once upon a time
I believe it was a tuesday
when I caught your eye
we caught on to something
I hold on to the night
you looked me in the eye
and told me you loved me
were you just kiding
'cause it seems to me
this thing is breaking 
down, we almost never speak

I don't feel welcome anymore
baby, what happened, please tell 
me 'cause one second it was perfect
now you're half way out the door

and I stare at the phone, he 
still hasn't called and you 
feel so low, you can't feel 
nothin' at all and you flashback 
to when he said forever and always 
oh, ohhh and it rains in 
your bedroom and everything 
is wrong, it rains when you're 
here and it rains when you're 
gone 'cause i was there when 
you said forever and always

was I out of line, did I say 
something way too honest, made 
you run and hide like a scared 
little boy, I looked into
your eyes, but I knew you for 
a minute now I'm not so sure, 
so here's to everything
coming down to nothing, here's 
to silence, that cuts me to the 
core, where is this going,
but I knew for a minute, but I 
don't anymore


and I stare at the phone, he 
still hasn't called and you 
feel so low, you can't feel 
nothin' at all and you flashback
to when he said forever 
and always. oh, ohhh and it rains 
in your bedroom and everything is 
wrong, it rains when you're here 
and it rains when you're gone 
'cause i was there when 
you said forever and always

you didn't mean it baby

I don't think so

oh, ohhhhh

oh, back off, baby back off, 
did you forget everything, 
back up, baby back up, did 
you forget everything

'cause it rains in your 
bedroom and everything is wrong, 
it rains when you're here and it 
rains when you're gone 'cause i 
was there when you said 
forever and always

oh, I said, at the phone, he 
still hasn't called and you feel 
so low, you can't feel nothin' at 
all and you flashback to when we 
said forever and always. and it rains 
in your bedroom and everything is 
wrong, it rains when you're here and 
it rains when you're gone 'cause i was 
there when you said forever and always

you didn't mean it baby, we said 
forever and always, yeah

I really love this song :DD
wiii.

Monday, October 10, 2011

FRIENDS DO CHANGE

All my life I've been good but now
I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about...-- Avril Lavigne

 Life really is a topsy-turvy adventure. You will never know what will happen out there. You will never know what would be your future. People are changing almost everyday. You will never know that your friends are also changing. We can't dictate the destiny that we are about to have. So as to dictate the people around us. Life is not easy. Are friends really are forever? Well it is up to you. I am a good person before with so many friends. I easily trust the people who are good to me. We've been to ups and downs and we're like a very big happy family. We're like sisters with same blood. Until one of us turn her back. We didn't expect that she will do that just for a guy. She's very selfish and greedy. We are not happy for what was happened is not good. I begin to change myself. We go separate ways. We have no communications anymore. I live my life not trusting anyone now. I live my life without friends and I thinks it's not good.

I miss being with all of you guys out there. I will never forget the memories we have. I may be like this now but you really all are important to me. Let's forget all those bad damn things before. Let's start it over again.

I live my life like this because of the FEAR!
FEAR leave me alone now.




"SCHOOL DOESN'T MATTER"

At first I don't like to be one of the froshies
At first I don't like to be in the academe
At first I don't like to socialize
At first I don't want to be a Talisalites

Time passes by...
I've realized that all those firsts are wrong
I've realized that I have to grow
I've realized that I must be proud of my school

My old classmates and friends studied at big schools
UP, DLSU, UE, FEU, UST and the like
I was jealous, frustrated and sad
I was just studying at a simple school

Talisay City College is the name
A home of disciplined and competitive students
A home of the best students
A home of the invincibles

They may be at the big schools
I may be at this simple school
But I know that we are all equal
We all get a quality education

School doesn't matter
As long as we learned a lot
As long as we know that we are being educated properly
We must be proud of our school we are into

Sunday, October 9, 2011

CRAB MENTALITY

"Life is not easy.
There are lots of people who would let you down.
We must learn to fight them back and
prove to them that they can't let us down."-- Marian C. Martinez

Nowadays people have different goals, plans, ambition, philosophy, likes and dislikes.
There are many temptations around us and we are capable of being tempted. We all are different from each other of course we are from different races and we have different cultures.

Filipinos have this attitude which is "CRAB MENTALITY". No matter what your status in life
you can also be a victim of this crab mentality that we have. We can't really deny the fact that this crab mentality is one of the bad qualities of the Filipinos.

All of us dreamed to become the best in every aspect of our lives. There would be lots of competitions ahead. We join some of them to win. We all want to win the game and get the awards (medals, golden cups, trophies and the like) as a reward for our hard work. We are all born to fight.

Of course when we are about to get our goals everything changes. At first they're (friends) all supportive and always there for you whatever happens.

This is where the conflict begins...

People will start to drag us down so that they can be at the top. We may deny it but we possess this attitude. We all strive to win the game. We strive for success until we realize that it's not enough. We use our dark evil attitude: backstabbing, lies, gossips and the like (crab mentality). We destroy everything (friendships, relationships...) just for the prize to the top. We all become greedy.

We don't realize that FRIENDS, memories, relationships, good times and bad times, laughters, cries and the like are more than the achievements that we want... that we kill for.

All we have to do is to see this what we call evil side of ours. We have to see it and see the negative side of it. We need friends to survive as the old saying goes "No man is an island".

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

THIRD YEAR COLLEGE




Life was very fast.
I am now a Third Year C
ollege.


Life at school was great. We may not be that close right now
but at least we're trying to be.
(We're not plastic to each other. It's

just w
e are still
on the stage of adjustment.)


Phew, anyways here are som

e snaps at school :DD


HM III ROCKS!



X_X That's all for now.

LEARN TO LOVE YOUR PASSION :DD