YOUR BODY... in LOVE!

>.< BRAIN...

Love can mess up all your emotions, and can also mess with your brain! It's easy to lose the ability to concentrate and focus on schoolwork when all you can think about is your guy. When you're in love, blood rushes to the part of your brain with a compound called dopamine. When dopamine levels increase, you get into obsessive-thinking mode-- your attention becomes focused on just one thing, and everything else is subject to your short-term memory, giving you that hyper, restless, sleepless feeling.

>.< VOICE...

You get extra giggly when he's around and you can't help but hear your voice rise on octave higher while you're talking to him on the telephone. It has a lot to do with your menstrual cycle-- the pitch of your voice goes up when you're close to ovulation. This could be due to biology-- guys are drawn to feminine voices. The giggling, on the other hand, can be your body's way of instantly coping with all the excitement.

>.< STOMACH...

You've either lost your appetite since you've met him... or you've packed on the pounds since you got together. Plus, you've got that unsettling "butterflies in the stomach" feeling too! Because of that adrenaline rush, your digestive system's blood supply goes straight to your muscles and causes an uneasy flutter in your tummy. That same hormone causes your appetite to change drastically.

>.< HEART...

Your heart thumps so hard you think other people can actually hear it. When you're on the phone with him, you can feel the blood pumping right to your ears! The way your heart beats can indicate what you're feeling, and a rapid heartbeat can indicate extreme emotion. When your body is excited, adrenaline rushes through you-- this causes you to breathe faster so that your muscles become more efficient, and it also makes your heart beat faster too.

>.< EYES...

The eyes are windows to the soul. When you're talking to your crush and feeling all excited about it, your pupils dilate enlarge. Your peepers work because of the light that enters through them. When your brain signals to your eyes that you're excited, they widen up to get a glimpse of the lucky guy.

>.< CHEEKS AND SKIN...

Ever get all flushed when you're getting teased-- or worse, do you turn into a lobster when he's around? That means blood is literally rushing to your face, which explains the blushing. Even your ears, neck, and upper chest can be prone to blushing! It all starts with the nervous system. When you become confused to your entire body-- one of the effects is having your capillaries expand, making the blood flow right to your body's surface.

>.< HANDS AND UNDERARMS...

You've finally gotten to that magical point where you and your guy are holding hands! Unfortunately, the moment is ruined when you realize your palms are sweating buckets. Sweat is usually produced when your body's temperature increases-- something that can definitely happen when you're overexcited.


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Somebody help me... huhu Am I in-love?
huhu. I love him but I love him too :DD
I'm new to this feeling. huhu :[[

Do I really love him?

I was very wondering last night what I really feel. Hmmm, It seems I have this feeling of infatuation (maybe) on him. I want to type here all the things that we have done yesterday :DD

I make so many comments to his facebook :DD It's just I love to do so. haha >.<>.<>.< [I forgot what happens next.]

Let's have a shortcut, we walk and talk together until we seated there in the playground. He told me what he feels and I was very shocked. But I really expect that feeling already. He told me that "Panakip butas" ko daw siya if wala si Alvin. :[[ I cried out loud inside. hahai. I told him all the things about what's happening to me and my tears started to fall down. I don't want to cry about such damn thing but it's just I can't hide what I feel. He maybe feels very sorry about what he have said but I understand him naman. I know after doing those things there will be a lot of rumors na sa school.

After our very serious talk we both walk going to the complex to see if my classmates are there already. But, he didn't find one of them except April B. We walk again and talk until we find ourselves there sa may school. hai :]] All night we roam around at Poblacion I dunno how many times haha >.<>

After that we go back to the school but still my classmates are not yet there. The concert is about to end and he told me to go home na kaya ayon nagwalk kami tapos nagwait kami ng jeep. I thought that it's a joke na ihahatid niya ako sa Bulacao but it's not. He really sent me there and in the jeep. We hold hands and I tickled him and asked him of what he really feels about me and he told me "a friend".

Therefore, Kua Carlito and I are only friends. hakhak >.<

Right now I'm thinking and searching some answers of what I really feel is it "infatuation" or "love". I'm also thinking if I'm going to delete him sa FB ko like what I've done to him before :DD

That's all for this morning. I have to prepare for school pa. OMG tomorrow is MIDTERM EXAM DAY. I haven't even started studying at one subject. weeeh! HELP MEEE :DD

WATERFRONT HOTEL (ICCON)

I really enjoyed the congress. Even if it's only a whole day activity we have a very great experience that surely we will never forget.

It's very good to see the FLAIRTENDING. hehe :DD super ignorant ko kanina as in. I know that later on we will be able to know how to do such things because sir will surely teach us how to do so. Waterfront Hotel is a nice hotel. We really enjoyed our whole day activity there. There are a lot of displays and some talks which really gives us information which is related to our course.

We also have a lot of photo shoots. haha. He's with me kanina. Super sweet niya but before that we have a fight. haha. Nakakaloka :DD

ICCON-- soon TALISAY CITY COLLEGE will become participants too. haha. I know that someday our school can make it too. Maybe it's not yet our time. Someday we will shine.

YOUTH NIGHT 2010 :DD

It was very great because we are able to witness all the different festivals we have here in Cebu. There are 21 participants and they were able to present well.

I'm with my cousins Carolyn and Jennalyn last night. I am very happy because the guard let us get inside the VIP or for participants area. Thank you because they are under of Mr. Richel N. Bacaltos which is my counterpart during the Know Your City Government Days.

I have a good time with my cousins even though he's not around or I'm not with my friends. haha. :DD

SPOTTED :D

I see her yesterday. I smiled at her and she also does. I'm currently moving on. If some will think that I am plastic to her. FYI I am NOT. :D

I really want to forget that damn thing that happened when ***** sleep at the hotel. I just can't really move on. Maybe because it really hurts me a lot. I know that they didn't mean to hurt me but its just I cant take away the pain that they've caused me.I know TEMPTATIONS are around them.

I see her yesterday at school. First when I go to the tent where she's sitting there to watch a Culminating Activity of English. It seems she wants to avoid me. Second when Hanilyn and I goes to the Administration Building and we see her, she wants to go back on her way to avoid us but her bf/gf maybe told her not to. I smiled at her bf/gf and I smiled to her too.

***** told me that she's scared at me. But why? If she's not guilty enough she will not be scared right? If she didn't do anything she will not hide/avoid me right?

Oh well, life is full of TEMPTATIONS. We have to be strong in order to fight back all the TEMPTATIONS around us.

I'm just saying that you have to be thankful because I trust him and I know that both of you are TEMPTED. :D

Blood Letting and Number?

I was very shocked. Somebody asked my cellphone number. I was really wondering why. Isn't it strange? But I can't tell it is, because I know the person who asked me. It's just it seems there's something behind it.

Oh well, I think I cannot sleep early tonight (as always :]).

Hmm. I was very excited to donate blood. haha :)) But the excitement becomes disappointment. Why is it that I have to weigh 50kg before I can donate blood? >.<
I was very very disappointed. huhu. I really like to have that black colored wrist band of the Philippine National Red Cross. Not only the wrist band but I really like to help those people who needs blood. Maybe next year I will be able to donate my blood.[really hoping!]

RED CROSS YOUTH- I hope that this organization will organize Talisay City College- RCY. I really miss serving the community.

Well, that's all for tonight.

>.< jeALOusy

"Jealousy is that pain which a man feels from the apprehension that he is not equally beloved by the person whom he entirely loves." - Joseph Addison -

I don't really know why JEALOUSY exists here on earth. Whenever I get jealous to someone or something I feel very sad and I dunno what to do next. I don't want jealousy to become one of my weaknesses. But how can I escape from this kind of feeling? They said you have to be strong and have TRUST to someone you love so that JEALOUSY will not come and ruin your relationship. Is this statement means that whenever you get jealous to someone or something you don't also have TRUST to those someone and somethings?

Oh well, I dunno what to do. Maybe I just really have to be brave and strong when I will be encountering jealousy. >.<

The Secret World of Teachers (total girl..just edit some!)

How do teachers know what to teach students?

A wise person once said that a teacher never stops learning. Just like us students, teachers have homeworks too (reading lesson plans). Inside the teachers' lounge or faculty room, at least one of our teacher is probably reading and making notes on his/her lesson plan, so that he/she will be able to explain things to us properly in class. We have to be more understanding towards our teachers because they put a lot of effort into each class, let us try to pay more attention and avoid the temptation of passing notes to our seat mates during class.

What do teachers do in the faculty room?

Nope, they're not gossiping about you (unless you're a particularly problematic student)-- but they might be discussing students' behaviors with other teachers to come up with ideas on how to be a better teacher and mentor. But teachers are people too-- they don't just talk about school. The faculty room is like their barkada clubhouse, where they can take off their "strict", "disciplinarian" or "super serious" masks and be with other people their age. Teachers need friends too right?

To all of our teachers and mentors, we would like to thank you for all the efforts that you have given to us. The love and care that you have shared to us. The learnings, not only about the subjects you handled but also on how to deal life's problem. Without all of you (teachers and mentors), we would have been lost. Thank you for guiding us, inspiring us and making us what we are today. We will always be thankful to all of you for all the hard work and efforts you have put in, for educating us. :))

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS :D